... I just feel like I'm "lesser" for not looking a certain way, that's all. ... And for some reason I got the sudden thought of wanting to have a child last night but I think I got dragged into one of those weird nonsense dark games...

But that's really it that's... Specifically bothering me, it isn't like there's anything that could be explained in detail! After all, it's just some... Mmff, shallow desires, that's all. Wanting to look like that...