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[supremesaikou]

... I guess curling up in a corner over my shattered self-esteem is a good way to spend the day.

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[wolfingoatcloth.livejournal.com]

;A;

[supremesaikou.livejournal.com]

... Y... You're lucky I didn't hit you harder!

[wolfingoatcloth.livejournal.com]

Destroying everything hurt me more...

[supremesaikou.livejournal.com]

I... If that is what you were interested in, why didn't you tell me?! Why go and settle for me?!

You never even saw how I looked, before, so why?!

[wolfingoatcloth.livejournal.com]

Because.. I fell in love with you.

[supremesaikou.livejournal.com]

... T-then why in the world would you hide those?! If you fell in love with me, then you shouldn't be hiding something like that!

[wolfingoatcloth.livejournal.com]

Because I thought you might not like it if I had a collection of pictures I or my scapegoats had taken of well-endowed girls.

[supremesaikou.livejournal.com]

OFCOURSEIWOULDN'TLIKEIT! But I probably wouldn't have thrown the collection right at the thick skull you call a head!

[wolfingoatcloth.livejournal.com]

.... I'm sorry, Saicchan.

[icarus-attack.livejournal.com]

GEEZ ALLEN, WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM?!

[wolfingoatcloth.livejournal.com]

She destroyed my collection...

[icarus-attack.livejournal.com]

WHY'D YOU EVEN HAVE IT IN THE FIRST PLACE!?

[wolfingoatcloth.livejournal.com]

Because I liked looking at the pictures.

[icarus-attack.livejournal.com]

Well...you went and made Saikou-sama all depressed! Good job!

[icarus-attack.livejournal.com]

S-saikou-sama!?

[supremesaikou.livejournal.com]

... Mff. What.

[icarus-attack.livejournal.com]

W-what's wrong?!

[supremesaikou.livejournal.com]

... Try imagining finding out what your lover's tastes are in significant others, physically.

And realize that you'll never be able to reach up those standards.

Then realize that you did used to be able to, regardless.

... I'm going to go and nurse my wounded pride.

[icarus-attack.livejournal.com]

Oh...g-geez...

[suzakuformation.livejournal.com]

Hmm?

[supremesaikou.livejournal.com]

... Found something that I honestly should have hit the first-thread's individual harder over.

[suzakuformation.livejournal.com]

Hmm?

[supremesaikou.livejournal.com]

... Just physical appearance standards that I'll never be able to match up to, to the one who claims to be interested in me.

[suzakuformation.livejournal.com]

Such as?

[supremesaikou.livejournal.com]

Curvaceous. Incredibly curvaceous.

Especially in the chest area.

[suzakuformation.livejournal.com]

So burn 'em.

[supremesaikou.livejournal.com]

... Well, I've already completely destroyed what I saw in the first place...

[duelacademynpcs.livejournal.com]

::Here, Saikou, have a ball of yarn.::

[supremesaikou.livejournal.com]

*.... what. ball of yarn.

... Prods at it. Cautiously. Balls of yarn don't usually appear out of nowhere.*

[duelacademynpcs.livejournal.com]

::It is poked and rolls slightly.::

[supremesaikou.livejournal.com]

*... just a ball of yarn. That's all it is. Goes back to cornerstaring.

...

Minute or so later, looks at it again. ... Sorta lightly whacks it into the wall. Well. Lightly for them.*

[duelacademynpcs.livejournal.com]

::It gets whacked and lightly bounces and rolls back to you.::

[supremesaikou.livejournal.com]

*... glances around somewhat. ... probably isn't being paid attention to right now anyway, so.

Whack again. And again. And again. Each time it comes back.

.... this is disturbingly therapeutic.*